January 2011
I'm with Sara right now
She makes things better
Again, thank you to everyone who has been...
I’ll be back in a few weeks
neverlands-heroine asked: hi(: i really love your blog, it's amazing. <3
Since I can't sleep and have 2 hours before I get...
I’m just going to watch my ToHo DVD of their videos.
This band has no idea how much they make my life less shitty
n-osebleed asked: I love you. <3
There's nothing else I could say at this point, so just know that I do truly love you. <3
There's nothing else I could say at this point, so just know that I do truly love you. <3
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Tomorrow I'm going to (y)our bedroom
deadkenndies:
chantelcyanide:
I’m going to lay in bed like we used to.
I’ll probably cry but that’s expected.
I need this though. It’s my way of coping
<3 bby I’ll be there with you to hold you hand. Everything with be okay, i promise.
Thank you so much baby <3
I cannot wait to see my Sara tomorrow
I’ve freaking missed her
thecolourjanna asked: you're so strong. And I admire that. like seriously, you are fucking amazing and you will and can get through this <3
Tomorrow I'm going to (y)our bedroom
I’m going to lay in bed like we used to.
I’ll probably cry but that’s expected.
I need this though. It’s my way of coping
ccatalyst asked: I've been avoiding writing something in your ask, because I really have no words. It doesn't seem right to attempt to empathize through the relatively smaller losses I've experienced...I can't even imagine what you're going through. And I am truly sorry for your loss, but I just felt generic saying that. Ultimately though, I keep seeing your posts, and my heart hurts for...
Thanks new followers
Much appreciated
Good memories
We used to always walk around in our undies when no one was home.
When we would walk up the stairs we would always bite each others asses.
It’s just what we did
deadkenndies asked: Okay lovely <3 I'm making room in my room for you bby
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Thank you to everyone that has been supportive of...
It really means a lot
deadkenndies asked: How much luggage are you bringing? xx
abeautifulfighter-deactivated20 asked: What's awhile though? And we'll still talk, right?
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I don't think anyone will understand the...
Sure she connected with a bunch of people.
I connected with a bunch of people.
However, the bond we shared was like no other. We were like actually in love with each other. She is the only person that I felt so strong about. I told myself that no one could ever break my heart but here it is completely destroyed.
No one can ever full take that or her away from me.
She did always say we were...
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i stay home forever
ispyalexa:
where two and two always make a five
I'm probably not going to be on tumblr for quite...
ispyalexa:
chantelcyanide:
I’m going to West Virginia and staying with my Sara.
I should not be going under these conditions though
i’ll see you in a few days. i love you so much. this isn’t fair.
I love you so much too, Alexa.
I can’t wait to see you.
This isn’t fair at all
I'm probably not going to be on tumblr for quite...
I’m going to West Virginia and staying with my Sara.
I should not be going under these conditions though
The only person that is keeping me sane is a two...
I would be so lost without Josh
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abeautifulfighter-deactivated20 asked: Oops, I meant text. Sorry.
monpetitdesir asked: Dear Chantel,
I cannot describe how much I am sorry for your loss. I know we practically don't know each other and that words can't do much, but you're in my thoughts. Things will get better, I know they will, just give yourself all the time you need<3
xo
I cannot describe how much I am sorry for your loss. I know we practically don't know each other and that words can't do much, but you're in my thoughts. Things will get better, I know they will, just give yourself all the time you need<3
xo
abeautifulfighter-deactivated20 asked: Why didn't you call? I love you. If I'm being pushy, tell me, cause I'll stop. I'm glad you liked the entry I posted for you.
Thank you new followers
You guys are amazing
I cried myself to sleep last night
Got a total of 3 hours and woke up crying again.
I’m even crying now as I post this.
I wish the was just a bad dream that I can wake up from and know that everything is alright
ghanjaro asked: I'm so very sorry for your loss
righteouswander-deactivated2011 asked: I know that words won't make this better, but I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I know from experience that this is a life changing and hard day. My friend who I had known since I was one passed away this summer. I promise everything will be okay one day. xoxo You're in my thoughts.
Dearest Chantel,
despiteourdifferences:
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This was so amazing and I absolutely love you. Thank you so much for your kind words and I’m sorry about your friend. You are amazing <3
sarah-is-sleepwalking asked: I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you're feeling right now. I don't know what to say, except my thoughts are with you and I'm so sorry. <3
My heart, head, and tummy hurts
I’m gonna try to sleep
brittybum asked: I'm so incredibly sorry to hear about your loss dear, I'm keeping you and her family in my thoughts <3
